i thought i will not write any more...
but then i had to write coz
this one is for someone very close and special to me...!!!
first i would like to tell the meaning of the title..."heading towards a change from a change"
well...when i met him...it was the time when everything in my life had just changed...i suffered alot but he gave me myself back...now he is leaving..going away...so now again the life will change...a big change is waiting for me...
anyways i will now continue...
who could imagine in this short span of time we will become so close...
who could imagine that these 6 months will give a feeling as if i know him from 6 years...
who could imagine that after losing trust i will be able to trust someone all over again...
and also
who could imagine that this new superb beginning will soon end up as a separation...
my friends i will introduce u to a friend of mine.. who unknowingly returned me something or to be precise someone whom i was missing d most...
let me rewind the story to 6th months back...as i mentioned in my earlier blog dat i was very much scared and worried when i came here..finally i started with my college...it was my first day..new faces..little confused...too much excited...all were waiting to begin this new college phase of life..
It was July 21,2011..second day of the college...in the gap between two classes, we had a conversation in a group with a few batch-mates...then finally the long awaited up-gradation list came..i got the main campus....i was so very happy..after college got over and i was going back to my flat with my friends and then i saw him walking next to me...he was very happy... he told me that he was also up-graded in the main campus...both of us were feeling amazing...he asked me my aieee rank...i hesitated a bit den i said fourty-four thousand...he said he also got the same rank...the difference was just of some 200 ranks...
then continuing with the conversation i told him about my pg..in reply he told me where does he live and bla bla bla!!!
then moving ahead there was a small stall of creambell ice-cream...he ran there saying that he wants to eat an ice-cream...i couldn't understand its name...well that reminds me that i forgot his name immediately after he told me his name...
then he offered me a bite...i refused...cant imagine...how could i refuse an ice-cream...
then finally we departed..i went to my flat and he took some other transport to his house..
i joined the main campus after a few days as i went home for 2 days...
it was 8:30 in the morning when i reached the college...my class was suppose to begin from 9 o clock...
so i was waiting near the LRC(that is what we call the library of our college)..
suddenly i saw him coming from the entrance gate...he came to me...we met again...hii hello session...
forgot to ask the name...rather i should say i was feeling shy to ask..
class was about to start...in a hurry he took my cell number and gave me a missed call...
while i was about to save the number...i realized...NAME?
sounds weird but i saved the number by the name "mr. x"...!!!
then classes began...n then the break came...he gave me a call and called me in the mes to have lunch together..
This session of giving a call in the break..waiting for each other outside the LRC and then going together to the mes continued for about two weeks till the time i got my batch changed...
by now i got to know the name also...it was just by chance when a common friend said his name in front of me...
as i said i got my batch changed after two weeks...i did so as i felt that we were becoming good friends and also i wasn't having any friend in my batch till that time...
seriously...it was a good decision...batch changed...full time together...became friends...awesome friends...
Went his home several times...met his parents...never got a feeling that i don't belong to the family...they made me completely comfortable and now whenever i go...i get a good homely feeling...
Exams preparations...lol...the best part...before exam...i used to call him early in the morning to teach me in the college..he used to teach in d best way he could...and finally every time i used to get better marks than him...we used to have a gr8 laugh at this whenever the result of some subject used to come..
Many memorable occasions came...we shared them together...his bike came..we went together to choose it..get it registered..his licence(i had to bunk a class for it)...his birthday(i got three different treats on three different days by him)...shopping...and a lot more...
enjoyed every single moment of this time...even those stupid fights that we used to have on idiotic issues...
i wanted to enjoy the city to the most and it happened just becoz of him...
i saw almost the complete city sitting beside...went to all the different malls...we had certain special places where we used to go quite often like haldirams, dominos, street chaat, juice and many more...
he helped me as a true friend whenever i needed him...
let it be the day i had to buy books when he took me to the market in heavy rain...
or the day when i had to attend the marriage of my cousin...
or d day i had to go to the station to board my train...
or recently two days back when i had to buy a sim for myself...
i found him every-time standing nearby...
i felt really lonely with 10 other people on my bday when u were not there...
now when i think about all this...cant believe that this short span of time with u gave me happiness of a lifetime....
who says the strength of the friendship depends on the time factor as in the age of the friendship...
i don't agree...it couldn't have been better in my case...we shared the best way it could have been...
i had to say many things but i m getting short of words...
would summarize in a few lines just by saying that..
now that u r going i just wanna say...
You have always been very special
And will continue to be
Though we are not together any more
But still the togetherness will always be
Whenever u need me
You will always find me around
Don't forget my friend
That this is what my friendship is all about
We had some little disputes a few times
But today i would just like to say
I m sorry from the bottom of my heart
If u got hurt by me any day
I hope u understand
I never meant it that way
Now distances will prevail between us
So my friend,give me a promise for this
That the physical distance will not affect our relation
And it will continue in the same way as it is!!!
Thanks for the beautiful gift of your friendship.......
